not to get you all confused or anything

a little while ago... i started working on another Cam's weekly show, and every time i wanted to blog, i just added to it sort of like a Private journal that i didn't publish. .... anyway so it may seem like i haven't been blogging, i just haven't been posting. i plan to post this "massive" rather hysterical some what cold hearted, cruel, shocking realistic grasp on my view of reality right now. it somewhat nice to some people, its very rough on others, that's why i haven't posted it yet... I'm not ready for that wave of drama. not like you guy's cant get over it and let me post what ever the FUCK i want. but we should all jump on our periods from time to time and bitch about everything. ((ya right) i hope at least some of you can sense the overwhelming amount of sarcasm in that last sentence) this is my "pre-emtive strike" before i post my blog and if people are getting pissed at this one... oh, "they have no idea"

stay tuned if you have nothing better to do.
Cameron

Cam's Weekly Show

Cam's weekly show? what the hell happened?

my weekly show that some people looked forward to, turned into Cam's monthly show.... then cam's occasional show...

then before i know it... shit just hit the fan

hours have turned into seconds, i don't have time to do the things i want to do, i don't have time to play pool on center anymore, i don't have time to play hacky sac anymore. even in the Marine Corp i still had time to play hacky sac. so i try and try to get this blog going even on a weekly basis, i just can't seem to do it. so forgive me for not having time, its not that i don't care about you guy's its simply a matter of the large load on my plate.

let me tell you about my average day

for example:

wake up at 4:30am

shower from 4:30am - 4:45am

get ready from 4:45am - 5:00am

eat from 5:00am - 5:30am

catch my bus to school at 5:30am

get to SLCC at 7:00am

prep for my classes from 7:00am - 9:00am

go to my first class is from 9:00am - 9:50am - Math

passing period is from 9:50am - 10:00am

my next class is from 10:00am - 10:50am - Writing

then my classes are done, at least for Monday, Wednesday, and Friday

i have a different set on Tuesday and Thursday, there both longer classes but they end at 12:20am.

i eat lunch from 11:00am - about 11:30am i eat while im walking to the library to do homework, i can't afford to take that much time to myself.

do home work from 11:30am - 2:30pm

catch the bus back at 2:30pm - 5:45pm long .. fun ride... (ya right)

run to catch dinner which ends at 6:00pm

rush to get stuff done on center by 9:00pm

group at 9:30pm - 10:00pm

try to get to bed by 12:00am but sometimes it turns into 1:00am

just to get up at a few hours later, ....

just to.... realize i cant type what i want to type, (wouldn't want to piss anyone off) so ... the end