THIS IS SO FUCKING COOL!!!!!!!!!

OK so today started out like any other, and the last 2 weeks and yesterday including 3 weeks from now I'll be working at the Radio Station. its KRCL 90.9 FM and for the last few weeks they've had be do basic filing and other "bitch work" but today about 5 Min's ago they decided that i was TOO efficient and ran out of things for me to do. (and my boss got laid off on Friday) so they ran out of shit for me to do for them, and so the programing Director said to me "well, shit. why don't you just go into one of the studios and play some music and surf the web!" when i replied i didn't have any Cd's on me he said "just go into our library and pick out whatever you'd like" for those of you who haven't seen 3 dj's and a radio station's collective CD collection, ummm ITS MASSIVE!! like 12 Allies of just Cd's every type of music, so i quickly ran/walked really quickly to hide my crazed excitement, and picked out 3 MegaDeath Albums and some Johny Cash, then i found the ZZ Top, every Weezer Album, oh oh and then the Yellow Card, but it got really bad when i saw they're ColdPlay collection. before i knew it i was grabbing hot titles left and right, like a really fat kid, like really really fat kid in the Free Candy aisle. i ended up walking out of there with close to 15 Cd's including one called "1990's Cookies" that i just had to check out. ya ... it was bad, so now i can hardly control running around in this sound proof room screaming while BLASTING ColdPlay and Johny Cash. oh wait.... (I am). He showed me how all the controls work so now I'm adjusting music and pitches like a pro. hmmm but now something called the "rude solo light" is flashing at me.... i just don't know what it does. like right now, "my Name is Jonas" is at a rockstar level of loud. theres little knobs for everything, EVEN the lights! and the mic's it has a twin cassette tape player, and right next to it, there is a twin Cd player, along with really really .. really fast Internet. and i have another 2 hours to enjoy it!

In other news the Dorm decided that i would make a good president, (odd i know) Cameron Mackey for President ... Mkay
but all these good things (i think) are really just distracting me from ... My Coriann, it hurts so much to talk to her about weather and her day. then when we eventually get into ... a more serious conversation. it really hurts: We're talking agonizing pain here. it hurts so bad where it should be inhumane if you did it to an animal. you want to but the animal (or whatever) out of its misery its the kind thing to do. but as people we don't have that option. it hurts because i know it was the right thing to do. it hurts more when she doesn't understand why. it hurts even more when i have to re-live it and try to explain it. like being hit with a Semi, but surviving out in the middle of nowhere. with no hospitals or people around to help you. that kind of agonizing pain.
people always seem to come to me with they're life crisis' and i seem to somehow solve them no problem. but when it comes to me. it just seems to not work. i cant find the " easy button" its not fair! ok so maybe it is. but still.

on center we are on the brink of war, (being the whole center!) "officially" i have no part in it. but simple shit that i used to take joy in i just cant find anymore, shot a bunch of my classmates in Call of Duty 4, (they suck) 22 kills, 4 deaths. a +18 k/d spread for those gamers out there. there was two fights in my dorm this week. one was between two Mexicans fighting over Mexican pride... and one calling the other a "wet back" now to me that means hard worker. but somehow its offensive to them. (who knew?) and the other fight was between my roommate (Jerry) who is 5'8 weighs 210 libs and can bench 425 libs translation: big mother fucker, really nice tho. anyway he is the Head Supply Officer in our Dorm and he got into a fight with a higher officer in our dorm. now me being the VP (soon to be P) felt some obligation to break up these two fights. but i didn't, i had a feeling they would work themselves out on there own. and i was right. as horrible as it is to say these students have been in a fight or two before.. trust me. sorry about that i had to step away from the keyboard for a sec to swap out and put in Johny Cash on the top player while i listen to Undone-Weezer on the bottom player, damn this thing is so cool,

oh so yesterday they let me program this program called the Gselector basically its a giant ipod, it was currently holding 17,459 songs on the system and that doesn't count the hard copy's. and i got to choose all the music that was played on the air. didn't' happen today but it was still cool, tedious but really cool. time for some Yellowcard: Paper Walls. wanna hear a secret? OK OK OK so do you wanna hear 2 secrets?
one: i miss my Cori.... allot
Two: i played some KingSpades in the studio! the answer to your question is yes, it WAS awesome.
Thank you for reading, and sharing this moment with me, i was just really excited.
stay tuned no matter when no matter where you'll never know where the next episode will post ... itself.
~Cameron
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what are you guys still doing reading???? the blog is over. its up there somewhere watch scroll up a little bit and you'll find it. it has it all laughter, sorrow, electronics, language, nudity.....

















oh wait, no it doesn't i almost looked tho.
but seriously, I'm done typing now, I'm done telling the world how much i want to find a way for me to be with Cori, or possibly nope that's it, it was the main point of the blog anyway.





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oh ya he did this in that one blog of his...


























OK it's done. The beating of the dead horse has come to a conclusion.
goodbye all!

and stay tuned
~Cameron